Well..I guess some of you must be waiting to see the my wedding album but sad to say,I didn’t have time to download the picts i took so i’ll just add my cameraman’s site link for your viewing…
Sorry bout that!!
Enjoy Viewing it… 
http://orensegar.multiply.com/photos/album/26/12×18inches_Montage_NEW
08042007 —- A date that left a big impact in my family’s life..My dad was hit by an incoming car while on his way back home after sending my aunt and cuzzin to their destination..Our car was badly damaged but that wasnt wat i was worried about..It’s my dad’s safety that i’m worried most..
I received a phone call from my cuzzin informing me that my dad was in a car accident..My body weakened…I was speechless for a moment.. I just couldn’t believe wat i heard..Took deep breaths to calm myself down despite having tears running down my cheeks..
I couldn’t bring myself to tell my mum after wat she’s been thru but i decided not to tell her..minutes later before leaving for the hospital..My cuzzin gave me a ride to TTSH..Before that,my cuzzin brought me to the crash site..I was very shocked to see the damage on my dad’s car…I couldn’t breathe for a moment…looking at the condition on the car especially the driver side,i couldn’t stop thinking of my dad & his condition..Took some of the things that belong to him and rush to the hospital.
My uncle was the 1st one to be there but he didn’t get to c my dad..Once i was there, I registered myself in order to c my dad..I went in to observation theatre 25 but he wasnt there so i waited a while before noticing that he was sent back to the room after meeting the doc.It was already 6++pm…At about 7 ++ nearly 8pm, he was sent to X-ray room ..
While waiting, I received a lot of phonecalls from relatives..At first I thought i was strong enuf to answer the calls, but I broke down while talking to my baby’s aunt….I just couldn’t hold back the tears anymore…I cried alone at one corner thinking of why do i have to go thru this one after another…I know it’s a challenge sent from above that’s y i told myself i have to fight this..I have a feeling that it will never stop but will be either be worse or better as my big day draws nearer..Noone will understand the pressure,the pain my family’s been thru..& I don’t expec them too..
I guess each experience ppl encounter are different & unique..We can just learn from each other and accept the fate with open arms…
Back to the incident, I waited for hours in the hospital accompanied by my cuzzins & my uncles..My hubby couldnt make it earlier as he was on afternoon shift but he managed to be at the hospital with me till my dad’s final review to determine whether he’ll be discharged or warded…
The doc told me that if my dad still feels the pain,they’ll keep him for observation for 1-2 daes but he’ll only get the ward 12 hours later which will be 12nn the next day..If we want a bed fast,we need to transfer to alexandra hospital..how crazy was that@!@! In the end we decided to go home…I was so shag..so tired..no energy left to do anything..
But no matter wat, I’m so thankful to ALLAH for keeping my dad safe & stable..He escaped the accident with no major injury…That’s the most important thing..ALHAMDULILAH!!!
01042007 — Everyone remember it as april fools day but its not to me..It’s my baby’s b*day..I didn’t get to plan anything special for him…We had a very bad argument the night before..It was so bad till i tot of the worse…But we were lucky that we had ppl whom we trust and care for us to help us calm down..I couldn’t imagine wat will happen without their help..
I was really stressed up with wats happening with my life & my family..I don’t know how much longer i can stay strong & put a brave front in front of my parents..No matter how many problems i have, i kept it inside..I don’t want my parents to worry..It’s enuf that the are suffering till today…
Well, back to my baby’s b*day..on the day itself, we went to the soccer match like usual..pretending that yesterday never happened..After the match,his team mates had a surprise mini-celebration for him..They bought him a b*day cake & a gift..I was very shocked as that was wat i tot of doing for him with his frens help but they read my mind… I have to give the credit to aini and hadi for taking a moment of their time for this..The 2 of us were still in shocked even after leaving the place..
So we tot y not we treat the players a drink each at jalan kayu coffee shop as a token of appreciation..We stayed for a while with them before leaving to my house to send her to madrasah..Well we borrowed hadi’s van for that..Thanks bro…After that,return the van @ jalan kayu,ate our lunch,went to his place & wait for him to clean up before heading back to my plc to send food for my mum..Right after that, we went out to spend quality time together…
I hope he enjoyed his 24th b*day celebration organised by his frens..
Love him so much!!! **Muackks**
Well finally its the last week of March 2007…Can’t wait to be in the month of APRIL….
Hmm…This week bz with work..that’s normal..but besides that, got a department dinner this Thursday and Team Building/Amazing Race this friday..So this friday..not working but have fun for the whole day..Yoohoo…Cant wait..
I’m the team coordinator for my group.. It’s difficult to organise though as i only know 2 of my team mates and all of us have other commitments..So i’m only manage to get thru them by email..Better than nothing i suppose..
The day event will start from the company around 10am for the Amazing Race our company style..But of cos we’ll be using own cars instead of public transport… Once it’s done, we’ll b at sentosa for beach games..after which will be dinner.. I won’t be around for dinner though as i got other plc to go to…Too Bad…
I hope it will be fun and enjoyable moment for all of us…A time to get to know each other from different offices and groups…I’m one of the youngest in the whole department…Let’s hope they dont give me a hard time this friday…Hmmmm…..
I received a romantic message from my baby on the same day i went for my wisdom tooth surgery(270207)…It made me cry
and at the same time took the pain away..I missed that part of him that made me fall in love with him 9yrs ago and still loving him now of cos..This was what he wrote:
"As our big day draws nearer,i can’t describe how much you mean to me.Your love and care towards me is undescribable.In my heart,i know that i have made the right choice in making you my wife.Thanks sayang for the love you shown me for the last 9yrs."
He actually typed out this message as he was doing his work..When he got home, i asked him what made him write this message..He said that the kursus rumahtangga(260207) somehow made him realised how much we know bout each other and that really significe the love that both of us shared for the past 9yrs..Well, he knows that I loved him the 1st day we became a couple and will always love him now and forever..The love gets stronger and stronger as day passes by,,,
To think that for the 5days of being stuck at home on MC,I actually had continuos fever..I told him that it’s a sign that i missed him a lot..he laughed...So he took the liberty to ask me along to his soccer game(040307) just to make me feel better… And you what it did…I was smiling again for the whole day..To my hubby, Thanks for everything sayang..LOVE YOU SO MUCH..& Can’t wait for our Big Day in 4 months tyme..
Wow! It’s been so long since i update the blog..
Hmm… After this week, I’m left with 5 months to go to prepare all the stuff for the "DAY".. Well lately been bz with work.. & work..& work.. 1 project after another, no break for me.. But What to do, this is expected the day i joined the company…
Patience is all what it takes.. I have to prepare a "need-to-do-list"..
Take a step at a time i guess…
Hmm.. This is a summary of my life in 2006:-
Well, that’s about it… Need to get back to work…
Adios Amigoes
Yoohooo….Finally its 18th October 2006, marks a very special and memorable date for me & hubby.. It’s our 8th year annivesary as a couple and 1 yr 3mths 1 day of being engaged..Wow… how time flies….
I’m so excited today..all my sleepiness is gone come to think about how special today is..Well, 8 yrs ago, we never thought we could go this far…Seeing our frens kept changing their partners and falling out of love gives us the determination to stay true to one another and we stood firm with wat we believe in that is "WE BELIEVE IN US" and dont care wat ppl say or comment..
Well ..hmmm I dont know wat else to write bcos i’m juz too happy..hehehe
I LOVE YOU Sweetheart Very Much….
I hope all our frens will pray for our happiness and not downfall..Thank you to those who believe in us that we can go through thick n thin together..Love u all.
It’s been quite a while since i update my blog…Good and bad stuff happened along the way…Read on to find out y…..
Good news —–
(1)I’ve been converted to permanent stuff after a long 1 yr of fighting my way in engineering industry. Now i can declare that I’m the only and I think the 1st malay IC layout Engineer Support in the whole big department..Scary,challenging and proud of wat I’ve achieved so far…Part of my wish came true… Cant stop planning wat to do wif my pay..hehehe..It’s definitely higher than previous jobs i had…I cant believe that I’m actually earning that amount within 1yr and 5mths working in this current company.
(2) With the benefits given by the company,I got an opportunity to take my degree… At 1st, i was damn happy but when i stop n think bout the future, i’m not sure if i can cope with all of that…Workload,wedding preparations,buying my own house and if i got accepted,it will b next year intake and happens to b rite after my wedding..so many things to decide but yet too little time.I’m sooooo confused ..all happened within the same timeframe…urrgh..I want all of it and each time i think positively on how to manage all that but sometimes the feeling of disappointment kept haunting me down..
(3) I made my parents proud n happy…Its a great feeling though to see them showing their happy smile.
(4) My baby finally completed his NS after a long 2 yrs ++..
Bad news —-
(1) I felt sick for a few daes in a row…no matter how well i take care of myself.
I got my migraine attcks,loss of appetite,on/off fever and cold…..The weird thing was I suffered all of this rite after i completed my major project..
(2) I became hot tempered, suspicious and paranoid over small little things..I can’t help because it just happened without me realising it. But no matter wat i tried my best to avoid meeting ppl or talking to 1 just in case.I dont want to vent my frustrations on innocent ppl.Especially those who have done nothing wrong to me..
(3) I missed being pampered and being showered with love… Sometimes i cant feel that i was loved, appreciated or respected…For me , I want to see and feel that that someone really love me not just by saying the 3 words all the time…Frankly,u can say the 3 words to anyone including ur frens but how can u diffrentiate the level of love and commitment given to a fren and a special someone if u don’t show it..I’m afterall a girl..
(4) Sometimes i dont understand myself and wat i want… Kept asking myself y but no ans came out…LAtely i dont know him anymore,don’t understand him either..it’s very painful in both mentally and emotionally not knowing bout that…But i dont know y ppl can just change their thoughts and actions in front of theirs frens or others.I hate it when tat happens…it makes me look like i’m a fool and the bad gal…It’s not fair…
(5) I lost another fren in an accident last friday… I got the news in the morning..I was shocked and heartbeat went so fast…I couldnt believe it….the sense of fear starts to haunt me…n i know thats not good…
I guess I have a lot of thoughts in my head…mayb this lead to all the sickness i’ve been and still going thru…..I enjoy having company, it helps me not to think bout anything except for enjoy the day…But once i’m alone, a lot of questions keep poppong up in my head like machine gun..before i can even ans the 1st question,the next 1 came…Wat’s wrong with me…??? Am i worrying on things i dont have to worry or am i just overprotective on things and ppl that i love sooo dearly…?????
Wow…Today,17/07/06 marked our 1 yr anniversary after our engagement…How time flies….1 yr after engagement n in Oct,18,will be our 8 yrs of courtship…ha…That seems so long but it felt like yesterday…
Accompanied with good and bad memories…lessons to be learnt and experienced to be cherished…Feeling both happy and nervous..hhehehehe..mayb bcos of thinking about the preparations for next year..
There’s plenty of stuff to prepare…my concept,colour theme for the whole deco n dais plus the things to get for him…n the list goes on n on….But anyway,now I have to concentrate on designing my 2nd IC CHIP..I couldnt believe myself..That I actually am managing this whole chip myself…I hope it works after its done…Keeping my fingers cross…
Well ,I guess thats all for now..Have to get back to work..Till the next blog…
It’s been quite sometime since I update my blog..A lot of things happen recently both good and bad…
I’ve been so caught up with work lately…There’s 2 days where i have to work till eary morning..1 day I came back at 230am and the 2nd day I went back home at 6am..can u believe it…I’m working longer then those 12hrs shift workers..*sob*sob..It’s a good experience though but got scolded by my baby though…so sad…I’m working here n yet got scolded…I even cried while doing my work after that..Luckily there’s another engineer there so have to wipe my tears so that no1 notice…Hmmm..But at least,I was given a day off even though there’s no OT pay…
Not sure if it’s good or not though…Arrrghhh…
After that whole project had been taped out,I finally get a breather…
Went karaoke with my hubby…just the 2 of us../to release our tension…hahaha..
20/06/06—– My baby passed his class3…so happy for him…I can still remember the SMS he sent to inform me he passed…—"BABY !! LET’S BUY A CAR"..hehehe
Well,that’s our next goal after the big day…hmmm…
On the same day,we went out to celebrate even though I was very tired as i went back from work at 630am that morning..But for my baby’s sake,I got all the strength to b with him..The day ended up with me falling of the stairs at novena,when we were going towards the carpark for bikes…Guess it shows that I was damn tired huh…hehehe…Got bruises on both my legs,a deep cut on right-hand finger..The next day,…I couldnt walk properly…hehehhe..Well i have to bear with it though even though it hurts..till today in fact..
30/06/06—–My baby’s best buddy’s birthday(rezki or zigggyjee)..I treated him to karaoke since that’s wat the birthday boy wants to do…He likes to sing n he can sing so y not…Only 4 of us went…me & my baby,the birthday boy and helmi..I hope they enjoyed themselves…I did…hehehhee…
